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Well. I m 16 years old.
I m Born in Pakistan i think,well i m not sure.
I study in damai Sec. i m in sec 3 =D
I LOVE MY FRENS!!!
I love playing arcade haha.
I wanna do well in my end of year as i failed midyear ):
I love listening to song.Favourite Gerne is Post hardcore cause i love to scream my Lungs out =D
looking forward for making a band that includes my good fren.
Aaron : Lead Guitarist
Pak Tend : Guitarist
Wenkiat : Drums
ME : Scream/bass. gotta learn base 1st -_-
Singer : ?????!!!!! MIA
This will b a dream come true =D


Amors

Pass End of year with good marks
Hmm..America
Money!!
Emo/Hip-hop Clothes
BAND!


get outta here


AaronCharlesGabriel**(ACG-NERD)
Alison
Azura(AnimeFreak Alert!!)
Cetrina*(Boyish)
Charlene
Chervon
Corin(Chlorine)
Deeyana(AKA Dee-caretaker)
Emma(X -_-)
Grace(My Partner)
Gracia
Jamie(cool hair)
Gladys
Kayan*(BIG sis by1days)
Kim(WannaKnowHerMore)
khairisha(MyCuteDummyFren)
Marion*(SuperMotherMarion)
Melani Wong
Nicholas
Pan(PeterPan)
Pei er
POH HuiShan*(Haha Crushing!)
Rafiqa(Irritating-.-)
Roxane(RoxySquare)
Rose
ShaneTan(P.schl Fren)
Stella(ahhhhhh!! scream*)
TAN Huishan
TingWei(stingray)BFF<3
Yvonne(My Post-Hardcore Buddy)
Weiting(tingtingting)


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Wednesday, July 30, 2008

zZz

Today was pretty dumb...2 ppl frm last year e6 making trouble, effecting the whole last year e6. Stupid ppl so childish. Just dont end up beating each other.



i didnt folow what ur frens said
its what u said to me that mattered and made me this way
Pak T is 1 of the guys.
i didnt call u dumb. thats just what u think u r.
i didnt think u were the worst. u made me think u r.

Take a step further back to where you belong
Take a look at your life what have you become
I never had the chance to explain myself
I never had the chance to apologize.
and now i wont cause i m not the only 1 at fault.
U are too.




Last Updated @ 6:17 AM

xoxo, Y



Tuesday, July 29, 2008

LATE LATE LATE

lol. Lets Discuss. if Detetion is useful or not.
To me, its not! lol. cause it doesnt affect a thing...lol
When a Person is late for school...than he gets detention...the guy serves the detention and thats all.. lol...
I M TALKING ABOUT THIS CAUSE I HAD DETENTION AGAIN!!!!! lol k nvm forget detention! haha

Well...today late for school obviously...thats y detention! zZzZ
Had Maths test...did ok la lol...
After School got Detention! Thx to EMMA for messaging me cause i was bored lol!
Than played table tennis for a while... than went to CBR to meet...amanda lol.
EAT DINNER THAN HOMED!

PICSSSSSSSSSSSSSS!!
Aaron and me do the act cute pose lol (Shiny's Pose)
I WAS HERE! in front of the university
IN THE THEATRE HALL!!
PakTeng and ME!
PAKTENG AND HIS CUTE FACE!!!
ROFL!
Aaron and me after the WEST GRAND BOULEVARD concert!! ok fuk me and aaron look so shit!

Stop giving attitude to my frens..they are not involved.


Last Updated @ 6:24 AM

xoxo, Y



Monday, July 28, 2008

I WANT SUPER SHORT HAIR! like PT lol

Lol...Craving to have short hair like in sec 1 haha.
Today the day was quite boring...seriously...
I PASSED GEOG TEST!!! 14 1/2 out of 25! lol not bad la.haha i got study abit lol.
I decided to go home at 3 from schl but family member called and said that they goin out so stayed at the schl...played table tennis.
We all went raciest lol.
STUPID MALAY! STUPID CHINESE! STUPID PAKISTANI! ROFL! damn fun ahhahaha!
We keep scoldong each other lol. laughed till wan die liao lol
FRENSSSSSSSSSSSS ROCKKKKKKKKKKKK!!!
than went to reservoir new platform with aaron and marion... people were fishing there LOL! Guess wad! this guy caught a big 1! and i was like...since when reservoir got fish!!!!!!lol
than met up with Roxane and Omirah... haha old frens =D and 1 more girl...i dunno her ... lol
Damn fun being with them too lol...
Than went to east point popular, to meet aaron and pan...around 8 + walked pan home than i went home lol...pan scared the bangla workers lol... she is nice lol =D
Now on comp...like duh...tomoro got maths test and i dunno all the formulas and shit!!
GG! lol. TC PPL!

"why r u looking at me....u dont know me cause ur fren doesnt know me..and i dont know u....." than something somthing lol. damn funny! ahahhaa bla bla bla bla bla!!! ahahhahaha.
OR
"why are u looking at me? Ur friend dont know me.. i dont know you.. you dont know me"somthing somthing
hehehehe ok sry i damn random ahahah.

I TOLD U TO KEEEEP HIMMMMMMMMMMMMM OUTTTTTTTT!!! he is not involveddd!!


Last Updated @ 6:25 AM

xoxo, Y



Saturday, July 26, 2008

Emotionless

GUESS WHAT HAPPENEDDDDDDDDDDDD
Somebody told me few things about myself wooooooo!! lucky me.
o.O I m so damn sensative... lol...nono ROFL+LMAO
yeah i admit i might be a bit sensative to u but...to others, no im not...or maybe u think lik that cause u r even more sensative than i m.

AND WHO THE FUK SAID THAT I HAD A CRUSH ON EVERY GIRL IN THE CLASS!!
IF U GOT 2 Balls Between ur legs than fukin show urself. unless u r a girl.
every 1 knew that i liked gim last year and no1 else. And than came Emma thats all...
How much lamer could u get saying that U r not what i have seen...and telling me what ppl think of u...hay helloo...i got my own brain...i think with my own way.

Fuk. U r just a tiny problem from what i have been through in the past. Compare u with those prob i had. U R NOTHING.

I M A FLIRT??? yes i admit. i m a flirt. But since u don like me, y cant i flirt... and i flirt with only certain girls who r my good frens, and they know it. Fren Fren flirt is nothing.
I said hurtful things to u? like u havent said a thing to me...right!
U did things infront of me knowing that i was there. like they didnt hurt me at all huh.

NOW girl, its over. i m glad it is.
May b u do suck.But i never thought of it that way.
Every person that talked bad about u, i defended u back cause i didnt think of u lik that
Do i still care? Yes i do. Cause i promised i will b there whenever i m needed.
and even enemies are cared by me, u r not 1 though...

Moving on, moving on
Is what I know I do best
But it's so hard to do, hard to do
When you're out there around me.
But i'll throw my thoughts into the sea
And i will shake this awful feeling
cause you want me out,and i cant believe.

PS, i m not emoing. i m happy =D

Last Goodbye - My American Heart

we came to our conclusions.
we came to what we thought would never end.
your second thought, my second guess.
and after all that, you got your mess.

and i can't fade away like that.
the days are growing colder.
spend my life just figuring out why i left.
and now i'm getting older.
regret tonight, and i'll regret my life.
so this is your last goodbye.

what do you expect when you expect the worst?
it's not what i wanted.
i thought you were her, worth every word i said.
worth every word that i said.

and i can't fade away like that.
the days are growing colder.
spend my life just figuring out why i left.
well now i'm getting older.
regret tonight, and i'll regret my life.
so this is your last goodbye.

and i'm not coming back.
say goodbye. say goodbye.
so this is your last...


Last Updated @ 1:10 AM

xoxo, Y





Haha. Its Feels good.

Happy 1st month anniversary to some 1 lol.
Woke up at 7+ had to go for mother tongue school.
Mother tongue school was lame this time. Had to finish all the work by 11 instead of 1245 zzz
Than Had a Debate frm 1130 till 1245
TOPIC : IS HOME WORK IMPORTANT?
As usual my team won again and i got picked for the speaker of the day.
Haha Pretty cool huh =D and as usual pissed the teacher off.
When teacher joked...its wasnt funny la...but we all went like wahhh wahhhh wahhhhhhh so funny...and all pretended to laugh...and 1 guy said "teacher u should be in comedy circus instead of teacher here." teachers respond " i will surely end up there by teacher u guys" damn funny lol.
Reach home at 1+

Later goin for concert with aaron dad and dunno who so updates later...
AND YEAH LAST NIGHT I CAUGHT WGB live =D
I will upload the concert vid later!!

UPDATESSSSSSSSSSSSS
Went to Esplanade with aaron...when we reach there..we got to know that the venue changed lol...cabbed to this unversity place or somthing... the place was cool and huge lol...at clementi!! ROFL.
The concert was not bad, i lazy type liao...later vids and pics will b uploaded. =D
SIGNING OUT LOVESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS TOOOO ALLL THE HOT CHEEKS <333333333333


Last Updated @ 12:44 AM

xoxo, Y



Friday, July 25, 2008

Messed Up!

IF u dont like the song than fuk off...


Wait For Tomorrow - Bless The Fall

They said that I can't change without you
That I can't change without you
That I can't change without you

Those nights I can't sleep, I'm stuck here
Lost in your dreams (I'm stuck in here)
Like why can't I get much better?
Like why can't I get much better?

So fight me, and take it away
And never, don't take me
So , and take it away
And never, don't take me

The only reason my eyes close
Is so they open with you by my side
Like why can't I get much better?
Like why can't I get much better?

So fight me and take it away.
And never, never lie to me.
So fight me and take it away.
And never, never lie to me.

I(I won't wait) won't (I won't) wait (wait for)..
Wait for, wait for you...
I won't (I won't)wait for (wait for you)wait for wait for(wait for)I wait for (wait for) wait for tomorrow

So open your eyes my darling
Today's a new day (Like why can't I?)
Like why can't I get much better?
Like why can't I get much better?
Like why can't I....
Like why can't I get better?

It's ridiculous.. I know.


Last Updated @ 5:29 AM

xoxo, Y



Wednesday, July 23, 2008

Why?

School not bad as usual...zzz
I feel so damn week/weak( i don know which 1 is not strong 1) i just wanna lye down lol.
After Schl went for lunch with wen kiat and aaron than played table tennis and basket ball. I m so tiredddddddddddddddddddddddd!! lollll zzzzzzzz
Guess wad, Pak Teng handphone no more "that 1 " lol

And Jasper is a gayyyyyy OMGGGGGGG he likes to show off his "veener" lolllll

Around 6+ went home...

Is anything wrong?
U suddenly sound so different. haiz

I Crush Jonas Bros with The VERONICAS!!!!!! I LOVE U!!
Nothing More.
I'm Looking forward for some1 to give me a pencil case tooooooooo!! =D
Any1 wanna date ? Tag ok =D
Ps. I still love some1 else -_-||

AND i lazy Dedicate right now. Later ah lol



Bedroom Talk - The Starting Line


Last Updated @ 4:56 AM

xoxo, Y



Tuesday, July 22, 2008

PRAYYYYYYYYYYY!

lol the title is a song name...i was listening to it when i wrote the title lol... i know i abit lame...
Well...today was once again a good day =D as usual =P
The day damn slack again -_-
Let see ...1st 7 people kenna canned in public. including k_ _ _ lol! ahahahha
not funny k. but him damn funny. sry la ps ps
after that assembly zzzzzzzz got this racial harmony show...damn stupid...i mean to say, BORING. Sry to the ppl who enjoyed it cause my group fell a sleep.
than Art - Slack. than Recess than Maths was story telling lol...slack. than Chem lab...also slack lol... Amanda, Qing Zhan and wei liang damn childins ah...spray water here , spray water there. WTF. i kenna. knn! lol nvm. After than MT- Also slack! zzz wtf sia...exam coming and the school is so damn slack... I shall start studying. People wan go out..? this week i shall go out for the last time =D than STUDY!!!
After than go eat with Pak Teng and Aaron at PT house coffeeshop. the food seriously damn nice there lol.
Guess wad happen when we were leaving...Pakteng accompany us to the bustop...while walking... Aaron mind corrupted OMG!... He talk evil evil things...corrupted things omg! Than Pak Teng was like...talking about it too...
OMG PT get a life pls...wtf...stop..ur...heee eeeehhh.. ok ! seriously lol!
Than he played the video in front of the mosque OMG! lol.

Ok Pak Teng pls don tell me what u did tonight when we meet tomoro.
OK and Sry pak teng. i told u i will blog about u tonight lol.
Than went to airport with aaron lol. than home sweet home =D
We saw this guy in the MRT that looks like Mr. U lol. Thinner a bit
Same head too.. than very shiny...aaron and me were like...laughing all the way about it lol
OK i just discovered somthing...than i have been laughing alot...at small things...just like poh
I usually don laugh...even though the thing is damn funny to ppl... i just smile... weird huh...well i think im happy these days lol...but i don wan laugh so much -_-
What i mean is...i think i laugh alot at certain things only...like.. when i m with PT and aaron... not in class lol... I M WEIRD!!
Slept till 7 lol. SHIOK AH!

hay...i know u were sad today...
but whatever thats bothering u... will b ok soon
dont worry yeah =D
Cheer up =D
Loves. Signing out.

I know I'm not there to hold you
Look up, see the sky that I do
You make me the happiest of men
I am the happiest of men

And if God takes me before you
I just want you to know, I love you
And you made me the strongest of all men
I'll remain the happiest of men

I miss you, baby close your eyes
Let's meet in our dreams tonight


Last Updated @ 4:57 AM

xoxo, Y



Monday, July 21, 2008

A Second Try.

YOYOYOYOYO!=D
Errr got nothing special...to post...no discussion or stuff lol.
Today the day was fine lol...
Rainy morning means can late a bit for school lol =D
i was late. but not counted late la lol
English Period got to use Ipod Touch! OMG I WAN BUYYYYYYYYYY SIA!! nice nice!
ok wadeva lol.
After school guess wad...every 1 hug me lol...hahaha all the muslim boys ah...than Mr Poon Also hug me lol...ahhahaha so cute sia mr poon =D
And yesterday when we all went out...we saw mr Poon his GF or Wife with him...and after that we saw Mr Worg..lol..cool sia ahahah
after school played table tennis and slacked!
OMG AARON U LOST THE BET! and u better do what is suppose to b done!
and i wonnnnnnnnnnnn for my loved 1 xD

Than guess wad happened lol
my fren "a" don like "b" anymore cause B very bad. B do bad things B is evil evil omg.
That tooting B goes to religios class and still so evil! omg wad a toot!
well A broke up with B today lol. Drama lol. Fun to watch lol.
I was ownered to tell the bottom like to B lol. And B was like " how u wan me to stop. I cant control it" wakakka damn funny...i so called scolded him when i said the bottom line...?? i didnt right...lol... OMG i was like WTF!?!?! That tooting b doesnt even know how to respect a girl and her feeling...tooting horny bastard. seriously this kinda people suck...err who am i to judge lol...i don pray or do thing i m suppose to do lol...but i know how to treat a girl ok!! i know what makes her uncomfortable and what makes her feel unproteted. If u dont know how and u can still say " i cant control it" i say u fukin suck man. seriously . U aint a man Man. U r fukin suppose to be ur GF's Protector and her shield or wadeva...u r suppose to give her security. Instead u made her feel unsafe while she wan with u. WTF.
Luckily she came lol... and i walked away frm the A and B drama, i walked away with her and chat chat lol.
SO nice =D
WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE i enjoyed my time =D
haha thx yeah =D
Hopefully u can make it on the 25th =D
than went homeeeeeeeeeeee !! haha
Chioz ppls =D


Last Updated @ 7:27 AM

xoxo, Y



Sunday, July 20, 2008

Lalalala

woke up around 8am..studied till 10.30... msg msg msg / watch tv watch tv watch tv...
wah 12+ got cronicle on Narnia on disney lol...i watched it while using the comp...the movie slow... Boring till the end...ending nice...well who am i to judge..lol so yeah...
Than 3+ went out to meet up with aaron, bee hwa and Pak teng...went to bugis lol.
That Pak teng ah...nvr been puntcual b4 zzz. he came 1hour + late...
Well looked around and found nothing to buy...well any way..if got somthing nice also i wont buy cause i only shop with dad lol.
7+ went of from Bugis...to Parkway for dinner.
Had alot of food but i couldnt finish cause it was too early for me...helloooooooooo i have my dinner at around 10 pm... well nvm.
Hehe...today i talked to chervon on sms...talked alot lol...as in we nvr talk b4 lol... she is nice =D
Also talk to emma and >.<
_____________________________________________________________________________________
>DEDICATION : KAYAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!(kaya)
Kayan i gotta say u r 1 of the craziest girl i know lol. Crazy in a good term ok lol
haha i still remember how we 1st became frens lol...
Starting of the year...i hated u ...no offence ah... cause i didnt know u.
And u scolded me cause i said "_ _ _ Dammit"
But after a few days it all changed...i remember how lol
u said to me "kashif, i see u goin crazy in the class...i wanna go crazy with u but i dunno"
I was like...errrr ok... and i didnt reply u...
Than i got ur number frm poh and started talking to u and suddenly we got so close lol.
Miss the old times lol. well we r still a bit close wad lol.
I gotta say that u have a very nice aura around u...u cheer ppl up and u make them laugh all the time...even though u r down...
I know these days u r quite down and shit...but u gotta stay strong yeah... like i always used to tell u...
but u gotta always look on the bright side of ur life, u got great frens for example.(like me =D k jking)
I dunno wad to type already lol...when i remember somthing i will add on... and i will soon dedicate a song.
Remember i care about u lol. If there is anything...just contact me yeah =D
And u damn cute in class 1 lol.
Without u 3e5 will nvr b as cool as it is now =D
Uniquely kayan !
U ROCK ON GIRL!!
Signing out.


Last Updated @ 7:16 AM

xoxo, Y



Saturday, July 19, 2008

LONGGGGGGG DAYYYYYYY!! but fun xD

OK OK.... This might be a boring post...not like previous 1s that has fun stuff lol -_-||
Morning had MT class...>.< quite fun...as usual...we pissed the teacher off lol...
Around 2 i reach back home...showered...and went off to meet pakteng cause we had to attend Jomin's house warming party... Wah that Jomin ah...Act 1 emo lol...
K la K la ... sry la lol... It was boring, no offence lol.
Then Pak teng and me left her house around 4+ and traveled to Orchard...
Went To Wisma. Met up with Ting wei and Jun yi =D
So fun lol.
Wen kiat showed up soon lol.
Walk Walk...looked around for tee... couldnt find anything nice zzz..
How come got sale but the price like no difference lol.
8+ Junyi had to go meet his gf. TW and PT had to go home zzzz!!
Left me and wenkiat. We went to city hall...walked to arcade lol.
Wah Guitar freak fun sia lol.
We spend money...alot of it lol
Than home sweet home haha.
reach home at around 11.

talking to u like lastime makes me feel better lol.
hope to see u soon =D
Getting something for u ah =D
don tell u wad =D


Last Updated @ 8:39 AM

xoxo, Y



Friday, July 18, 2008

HAPPPPYYYYYYYYYYYYY!!

Lol today the day Quite fun xD
i forgot what happened till after schl. I only remember having bad mood till i met candy after schl =D
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I WANNNNNNN SCCCCCCREEEEEEEEEAMMMMMMMMMMM!! i m so happy. i got butterflies in my stomach or somthing!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

After schl Played Table Tennis! i won won won won won won...every 1 including aaron!! wootz!
than went to art room cause nothing better to do lol. CANDY there!!!
We talked to candy
Candy: kashif y so emo?
Kashif: where got? i m oni Sleepy la zzz
candy: oooooooooooLol.
Aaron to kashif: lets ask candy love life questions
aaron: When did u have ur first french kiss?
Candy: huh? sec three ah i think...
Aaron: *smile smile* huhhhhhh
Candy: Y ? u wan try ah...or u kiss already*gave him the look*
Aaron : no no no! i just want to know how it happens...
Kashif: Its natural 1 la.
Candy: Yah la!
Kashif : he soon try 1 la!
Aaron : NO!!! i just want to get tips la.
Aaron: what does it taste like?
Kashif: what ever u ate b4 that...like if u had garlic or onions...
Aaron: curry le?
kashif: exacty...have some b4 ur 1st kiss =D
candy/Kashif/Aaron all laugh lols =D

Went back for more tabble tennis lol.
Went to East Point with Pak Teng , Aaron , Bee Hwa.got 1 more gal i dunno how to spell the name zzz. Wah got nice food to eat sia. we buy food and eat eat eat.

RIGHT NOW I M FREAKING HAPPY =D
im happy we finally talked normally like we used to yead =D
well just so u know...i will still b there for u when ever u need me... as a shelter, shoulder,protector. lol sound so weird but yeah as long as u get the point that i will always b there yeah =D
Though ur feelings has faded away for me...i m still supportive.
And for u... i will do my best to move on...as i m doing it right now.
Frens yeah =D

LOVESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS!!Signing outtttttttttttt =DDDDDDDDD
SRYYYYYYYYYY JOSHHHHHHHH I COULDNT MAKE IT TODAY! but i will buy the tics to ur concert =D


Last Updated @ 7:25 AM

xoxo, Y



Thursday, July 17, 2008

Things will turn out for the best. I really do hope.

Now days. I have been seeing 90% of my Frens "EMO-ing"
Seriously. The world is becoming a darker place. Hiaz.
Y do girls have to make a big fuzz out of a small thing.
Is it they like it to b dramatic or is it thats in their blood. like in DNA or something...
Mdm mariana should get some old bones (female) togather and give it to Mr Zaid. So he can do some DNA test on it and find out that if being dramatic is in girls blood.
Y cant u guys ever get along. PLS la.
Dont u see that u guys just hurt each other by fighting and shit.
Than it comes to boys. We do talk behind back. We say bad thing about each other. But we don make it a big fuzz. we dont even care. its like we just know that we talk behind each other back and there is a part of us thats caring and will b there when some1 needs us.
Girls learn frm boys lol.
OK ENOUGH OF THIS SHIT LA lol.

Today was bloody hell fun.
5 periods free. 2 recess.
After School went for study hour lol.
After that went to reservoir. the newly build platform with pakteng, wen kiat and junyi. Damn fun ah. slack there. we threw like 999999999999 rocks in the reservoir and than Junyi and me went in the reservoir. Stood on the Rocks la. not on the water zzz. than we threw rock near each other in the water than the water spash and we both got wet lol! Fun sia haha
After that went home. changed. than as i was heading towards the MRT , dad called and cancelled the plan to go to the esplanade. than aaron and me went to TM. Laugh Laugh Laugh. And pls ppl stop making aaron EMO! cant u guys see that he is already stressed and u ppl are adding salt/pepper/chilly to it ! OMFG! U call urself his fren and u still do this kinda thing. FUK U PPL! aaron u r a gay too lol. kidding kidding.
Lazy blog liao lol.
KAYANNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN i lazy dedicate. Tomoro yeah =D
Pak Teng / Aaron / Marion / Bong /Cert / Shiya / Pat / and all the sad ppl.
CHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEER UP!!!!!!!!!!!!!! BIG HUGS FRM ME LOL!


Emma stop missing me lol. Just know that i miss u lol.
MOVIE yeah. we date =D
Couple seats xD



Last Updated @ 7:17 AM

xoxo, Y



Tuesday, July 15, 2008

Whats Going on ??

Schl. Boring.
Emma.I miss talking to her for hours.(i don have a crush on u la -_- )
wenkiat/pakteng/cert/kash/pan/pat
Our long long conferences are history now.
I miss Elonah.
Bottom line. I miss the Past. seriously.
Family is also kinda fuked up these days.
But Atleast family is getting better.
I miss my Msn Buddy. Yvone haha VONDUTCH =D
haiz. somthing feels so wrong inside me. i know y.

Now when i need the bestest of my fren to hlp me out. All don care. haiz. Don ask me to hlp u ppl again.
But there are some who r there for me when i need them,
I swore today that i wont say mean things about ppl and be more innocent. Jasper lucky u!

Special thx to :
Grace, VON!!! , Kayan and BONG! Aaron(abit la lol) and marion atleast they listen to my bullshit.all the time and hlpin me out with everything.

kayan....its ur turn to b dedicted in the blog yeah...but i dedicate u later yeah =D now no mood nia. later good mood than more things to say <3 ah


To, u know who.

i really don get u at this point.
u sure that i m the 1 who is neglective?
who is the cold 1?
Whos is trying so hard to b like frens we were?
but do u even care?
i don think u do. u don act like u do.
May b shit is happenin in ur life. and u don wan to share it with me like u used to.
we used to hlp out each other.
I know it all started with me. i remember, i suddenly spoiled our friendship
But when i try to make it up, u had no neglect me.
Aiya useless la. i talk like this zzz.
U just tell me what u wan ok.
frens or no fren. u decide.
I can totally don care about u. i can just leave u alone
I know it will hurt for a while, but this is just a part of life right. i will get over ir sooner or later.
Its ur choice. not mine.
I will wait for ur decision.



Last Updated @ 5:25 AM

xoxo, Y



Monday, July 14, 2008

13th JULY!

Went to buy bag with aaron...walked alot at Bugis...After alot of walking... i finally choose a bag...than had to find my dads newly bought building -_- so hard to find but we finally did find it. he lent me his POSB card so we could go buy the bag.
Than walked back to the place to buy bag lol. I had a hard time choosing 1 zzz.
Than went back home lol.
In The MRT GOT 1 Bangla(pudek) Heeeeeeeeeeee BURRRRRRRRRRRRRRSSSSSSSSSSSSSSTTTTTTTTTTT bangla MUSICCCCCCCCCCCCCC INNNNNNNNNNN THEEEEEEEEEEEE MMMMMMMMMMMMRRRRRRRRRRRRRTTTTTTTTT!!! and every 1 was like wtf u doin??!?!?! than me and aaron like give him the look lol. than he smile back ah us. damn funny! he was with his indonasian gf lol. hahah damn funny.
update later. i m hungry! dinner time -_-


Last Updated @ 6:13 AM

xoxo, Y



Saturday, July 12, 2008

Dedication : THE GREAT GRACE ONG SHIYA!

Well Shiya..aka GF.
1st of all i would like to thank u a million time cause u have been there for me when ever i need u.
Teaching me Maths...Poa..And everything that i dont understand.
Helping me out with my personal things.
Cheering me up when i m down...
U r very understanding and matured. Getting advice frm u is like the best thing lol.
Keep up the good work GF
THANKS ALOT YEAH!
Well u r the best partner i have ever had. Seriously. no kid/kik/wadeva.
U got such a great aura around u that make me feel good lol.
I seriously love ur attitude. u treat ppl so nicely lol.
LOL ( all in one ) great pakage ahahahah.
Lol making fun of ur hair that got cut by mr raj is fun lol. sry sry cant hlp it. PS ah.
Well, Just to let u know that u r Treasured. specially by me.
Thx for everything. really appreaciate it.
AND DON FORGET I GET TO REST ON UR SHOULDER WHEN EVER I MELT!! wakakaka
don worry i won take advantage of it ahahaha.
Hopefully we will remain like this forever.
OK! GOOD LUCK FOR UR EXAM YEAH =D
Loves <3


Grace the song is nice -_-
This is not a screamo song -_- hahaha really. Just hear the song.


Last Updated @ 9:22 AM

xoxo, Y





Today was so FUN!!!

Ok 1st updates about yesterday.
Yesterday was fun...teachers were fun...lessons were fun...
Miss Hassan went high in class lol...
After School Played Table Tennis...
Just so u guys know the real score with Aaron. Cause he lied in his blog!
Altogather we played 11 sets. And this was how it went.
K-A
1-0
1-1
2-1
2-2
2-3
3-3
4-3
4-4
4-5
5-5
6-5
he played for his loved 1 and i had no 1 to play for so i played for Poh lol.
Than Went home lol...
TODAY
Went for mother tongue school...that is in my primary school...
Well its was AWSOME! u know y ? i will tell u lol...well i cant make it so funny cause u have to b there to experience the real thing lol.
1st of all. Alot of us didnt do our homework lol... than we decided that no 1 passes up the homework...(except for the 3 gays who sit at 1side of the class)
When teacher asked us for our homework...we went like...lost, burnt, torn, misplace, nvr do, nvr bring lol. and some of the ppl just ignored lol.
Than the teacher called the Discpline master lol.
She Scolded every 1 except me lol...cause i m new lols.
They all also don care the Discipline master ahaha!!
Than had recess...guess wad we did...we ate ate ate and dirtied the place...than we changed the table...so we pretended that we didnt sit at the place...We did on perpose lol.
Than we went to the toilet when the class ended. and went back to class 15 mins late. the DM SCOLDED US AGAIN!!! lol
Than she brought us to the canteen and we had to clean it all up lol.
After than we had a debate on weather Detention is effective or not...FUN sial!
My group was against having detention...
Well...we lost -__- but i was chosen as the speaker of the debate by 2 judges and the other 3 chose the guy frm the other team...It was DAMN FUN!

I m so hating my dad right now -___-
he bought a new N95 for grandpa and mom and he got this phone for himself i don know which model!
And my sis has N93, he got it for her too. I m left alone. he says i don need it WTF!
This suks ok! Tearing away (no la joking)
I still love my dad 0.O
I m just jealous -_-



Last Updated @ 2:42 AM

xoxo, Y



Friday, July 11, 2008

Tired and Uninspired

I m tired. i don feel like blogging.
zzz Tomoro ah lol
Dedication also tomoro -_-
Tomoro got schl zzz
Byes.


I hope u understand how i feel.
Hopefully everything will turn out right.
May God keep u happy.


Last Updated @ 7:36 AM

xoxo, Y



Thursday, July 10, 2008

I BROKE MY NAIL!

Today school was kinda boring.
I m damn sleepy right now.
My finger hurts!
After school had Physics Study hours and it was kinda fun, really. Many Jokes.
After that went to "pwn some nuubs" at table tennis. Than went to play basket ball with Jun yi. While Playing ! I BROKE MY FINGER NAIL! ok la its my fault too cause its damn long and i shouldn't have played at the 1st place -_-
Well. whats done is done zzz. PAIN! Marion was nice enough to hlp me find bandaid.THX MARION!
I CANT TYPE WELL lol.
________________________________________________________________________________________
DEDICATION!
COCOCORINNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN =DDDDDDD
Corin like this color lol. her bag color xD
Corin. I think u r damn nice and very understanding.
I know u like to make fun of me. calling me bangla and stuff lol.
I don mind ahaha cause i know that u care for me too =D
Haha i care for u tooo =D touched rite. i know.
LOL!
AY! how long i nvr call u " P_ _ _ _ _ _ _ _e" and u still call me bangla!
REMEMBER OUR CONTRACT OR NOT!! Pai kia?!?!?!
Lol. The way u shout is damn funny lol. Sry ah i like to make fun!
"aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa"
Well i dunno wad to write already cause we r not that close and we don know each other so well so yeah lol.
Well. now that we are partners. We will get to know each other better =D
GOOD luck with art.o hahahaha Hopefully Ur blending will bcome better ahahha
And also study hard for end of year yeah =D
take care bye bye =D

SONG! -_-
Corin on top of the world=D


On Top Of The World - Boys Like Girls


Last Updated @ 4:48 AM

xoxo, Y



Wednesday, July 9, 2008

OWNAGE!

School wasn't SO BAD. ITs not bad la lol. School is fun xD
Well its not like last term this time. cause this time i understand what teachers teach xD
SOOO FUN! PHYSICS ROCK!!
HAHAHA. Really school is getting fun.
Seriously,i cant believe i m saying this but yeah, CORIN IS NICEEEEEEEEE!! =D
GAHHH...After Schl got study hour !! MORE PHYSICS!! WOOTzZ
( I THINK MR WONG CAR GOT SCRATCH!!) HOLY toots.
MR Wong u got insurance or not ? or else tooo bad ah. lols
After that Table Tennis and basket ball xD
WOOTZ owned all in table tennis
Benjamin Too!. all the way he lose lose lose so fun lol.
Ben is nice =D
______________________________________________________________________
Ben comes b4 cert ...but nvr he isn,t so close so yeah lol.

CERT =D
PaiKia! ahaha not happy ah ?!?!?!? COME AH!!?!?! =D
Hahaha. Cert I gotta say...u rock ! ( just like me)
I got alot of special memories with u that i will nvr forget =D
U always getting high with me on phone
U puking in East Point 5th floor toilet after having KFC
We goin to East Point with me to eat CBR!!
AHHH U making those retarded faces and doin retarded stuff. Make me laugh when ever i m down.
Such a nice Buddy. Good Buddy. Special Buddy.
HEHE see la. type like this...i miss u already. And i m talking to u on msn -_-||
"Pai kia! I STAB U!than pour chilly padi powder over the wound"
"Damnnnn marther farker"
Good Luck with times like this yeah =D
Remember if the whole world turn against u. There will still b 1 person who will always have ur back.
Treasureous. Signing out.
CHOOSING SONG IS ALWAYS THE HARDEST PART!



white lines(acoustic) - My American Heart

Tired and Uninspired Acoustic - My American Heart


Last Updated @ 6:21 AM

xoxo, Y



Tuesday, July 8, 2008

PAK TENG U ARTARD!!

zzz. TODAY PakTeng Spoiled the day -_-
He was Suppose to watch movie with me ,Wenkiat and aaron and some girls la zzz
At the end he didnt turn up!!
He called him like 100times but he didnt answer!! lol
We decided to watch it some other day xD
Hopefully grace, poh and kayan can go toooooo!
I MISS POHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!
SWEET GUAI KIA! xD ahahahah

I M DAMN BORED!
Talking cert(pai kia) and Yvone (Von) Best post hardcore buddy ah xD

I M QUITE IN TO HIP HOP RAP SCREAMs Lol. SO nice ahahah
ahhhh gross at the same time too lol
_____________________________________________________________________
Like i said.
Dedication...
1st is Aaron Charles Gabriel...(orderly manner mah)

Well, I gotta say u r like the closest fren...and we know each other for the last 3 years...
Been Through alot man....all the ups and down...well they were fun!!

ahaha still remember "Peanuts " ahahhahah damn funny!
LAN every day till 11 pm and i getting killed by my dad -___-
Skipping School For LAN
SILKROAD ONLINE....Scamming my dad!!
AHHH that time we skip school for LAN than Akid msg us our mid year result...all fail ahahhaha
Now that u r a nerd. its still fun to make fun of u =P
ahahahha Every thing is damn fun la lol.
I Lazy type already liao -____-
GOOD LUCK FOR END OF YEAR YEAH!!


there i go... the 1st dedication -__-II

Hmm hard to choose a song for u le ??
PS PS lol this song can ah ?

What I Go to School For - Busted

_____________________________________________________________________________________________
I m really dissapointed.
I feel so shitty.
I knew it, this happened, now i don know wad to do.
I m trying to b nice but u just hit me back coldly.

Nothin ever promised tomorrow today.

But i'll find a way
And nothing lasts forever but be honest yeah, it hurts but it may be the only way.
Cuz every words we swore we got more far away, and nothing's ever promised tomorrow today.
Haiz i want the past back to me.


Last Updated @ 5:54 AM

xoxo, Y



Monday, July 7, 2008

AARON SPOILED THE DAY!!

Today that AARON CHARLES GABRIEL ruined the day. Pak Teng and me were suppose to go out with him. And what he told us was after he finish Downloading MAPLE!! OMG MAPLEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!! thats Fag.(sry maple geeks) Pak Teng and me got pissed at him -_- AND guess wad. HE COULDNT DL THE F#$king game!! and he asked me to do it-____- U SEE!!
HE RUINED THE DAMN DAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!!.
PAI KIA!?!?! COME AH!! xD

Well i m so damn happy that finished the homework!! 1st time This year lol!
CLAP CLAP!

AND I GOT TO KNOW SOMTHING REALLY SAD TODAY!!

I LOVE THIS BAND CALLED TICKLE ME PINK!
The bassist of the band member passed way on 1st of July...
Tuesday evening was supposed to mark a successful milestone for the Fort Collins’ alternative rock band Tickle Me Pink—its members were to have held a CD release party for in Denver to celebrate their new album Madeline

Instead, the day was marked with tragedy. Rather than basking in the popular group’s success, friends, family and local musicians gathered at the Aggie Theatre to mourn the death of the quartet’s bassist, 22-year-old Johnny Schou.

WATCH THE VIDEO PLS.






Last Updated @ 1:49 AM

xoxo, Y



Sunday, July 6, 2008

DEDICATIONS

I Feel like letting every 1 know that how much they mean to me so. from now onwards i m gonna say a few words about some1 in every post. maybe in orderly manner. And also, i will dedicate a song for them lol. That would be super hard cause i will have to get gays song hahahahha!!

UPDATE LATER!!


Last Updated @ 9:12 PM

xoxo, Y





Boredom. I M STUCK AT HOME!!

Yesterday was already a damn boring as i was stuck at home. Cause no 1 could go out. Aaron had church. -__-
Well there is always 1 thing in the world that i can rely on. MUSIC!! wakakak.
I was on comp since morning till late night, And at the end of the day my mind became retarded
I talked to kayan think that she was Pak teng...
Than i tagged pan's blog...Instead of putting my name in the name column...i go put pans name... how dumb -____- PS ah TIRED LE!


AND YEAH U GOTTA WAIT TILL THE IMEEM THING LOAD LOLS
And if u don like the song than too bad. i prefer this version alot more than the original.
WARNING: POP/Rock/Classic/Slow music listeners.
PLS DONT LISTEN TO THE SONG LOL xD
Its a bit crazy xD I LOVE IT LOL
Frm Nick:Haters Learn LOVE =D


Lollipop (Screamo!) - Subscene

I MISS U CRUSH!!


Last Updated @ 2:35 AM

xoxo, Y



Friday, July 4, 2008

Dedicated to Open the Skies

Life is so damn fun -___-

Specially without u.

Open the skies is so damn good.
I wish i could get to b with them. They are so cool.
I Think UK ppl are better than USA ppl.
I wanna b a USian
Rather b one of Open the skies.
The band is so good that i m addicted to it since last year and i m not bored of it yet.
They r not famous at all. I seriously think that i m the only person in singapore who know them...but i intro to some ppl already.
Post-Hardcore lovers pls buy their album =D I swear its worth it. It Has little screaming. Only the starting and the mid part has scream. The Vocalist is damn damn damn pro. His Voice is awsome. And he axcent is like no other, Also singing is unique, Seriously.
HEAR THEM AT MY TAGBOARD!!
p.s i just uploaded the song thats y no plays and comments lol.

Photobucket
Hlp me promote yeah =D

Their Myspace. http://www.myspace.com/opentheskiesband
Signing out...

Sweet Pai Kia!! Watch out!! IM CRUSHING ON U!!!!

LOVESSSSSSSSSSSSS
Some Open The Skies Pics. UK Guys are so....


Thanks OTS!!


Last Updated @ 11:18 PM

xoxo, Y



Wednesday, July 2, 2008

lalalalala i always get stuck at title post -_-

Weird day today.
The day was like so slacking i mean like no work to do -_-

Sit with POH and WENKIAT so fun =D . WE LAUGH JOKE LAUGH JOKE!!

Nothing much ah. poh and WK teach me chinese xD and it was fun say the things they thought me to Shiya(GF) and kayan(SIS) SRY AHH xD

HOW STUPID CAN I B !!
I took my camera to schl and didnt charge the battery!
lamer -_-

k la k la

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!! PAT.
Don forget to say thx to ur mom cause she suffered the most pain on this day.
Well yeah...Hope u like the present...if u dont than do wadeva u wan with it...


After Schl. Did random stuff. Basket ball/table tennis/eat/Support POH./ONG/CHUNK. lol they all differnt house but yeah i just support. btw it was net ball interhouse.

GF !! THE GREAT GRACE ONG SHIYA WON!! as in the HOUSE -_- SHE ROCK!! SHOOT LIKE SO MANY BALLS IN. Netball la. lol!

I M SO IN LOVE WITH THIS BANDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

OPEN THE SKIES!! POST-HARDCORE BAND!! LIKE NO OTHER!!
UK BAND>< AXCENT SO COOL!!
I HEARD THE WHOLE ALBUM LIKE 915878156081650156156105 TIMES ALREADY and there is not 1 track in it that is not worth listening.

OK i dunno wad to say already. TOMORO GONNA B A BUSY DAY!!


Last Updated @ 7:40 AM

xoxo, Y



Tuesday, July 1, 2008

Study!

HEHEHE
Random fact haha
Emo is cool i guess. Well as long as ppl don think about it as being sad -_-
Current music : Guys like u make us look bad by Bless the fall
This post is so called emo? tell me lol...
I just deleted all pics of u.
I just deleted all msgs of u.
I just Deleted all the hearts frm ur contacts and shit.
I just refreshed my links.
I remember changing alot for u.
I gave up smoking cause u don like ppl to smoke.
I stopped the vuglarities.
Stoped being so called emo.
Alot more, i don wan to say.

Current music : TIMES LIKE THESE by Bless the fall =DDDD

I Shall not say a thing since its ur Bday.
Since Its ur Bday, I shall let u know i have seriously moved on.
Haha thats an additional gift =D
Since U want it so much. Here it is.
And yeah, Enjoy!!
Bday girl.


IDONTCARE!


Last Updated @ 7:41 AM

xoxo, Y