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the Owner,KASH


Well. I m 16 years old.
I m Born in Pakistan i think,well i m not sure.
I study in damai Sec. i m in sec 3 =D
I LOVE MY FRENS!!!
I love playing arcade haha.
I wanna do well in my end of year as i failed midyear ):
I love listening to song.Favourite Gerne is Post hardcore cause i love to scream my Lungs out =D
looking forward for making a band that includes my good fren.
Aaron : Lead Guitarist
Pak Tend : Guitarist
Wenkiat : Drums
ME : Scream/bass. gotta learn base 1st -_-
Singer : ?????!!!!! MIA
This will b a dream come true =D


Amors

Pass End of year with good marks
Hmm..America
Money!!
Emo/Hip-hop Clothes
BAND!


get outta here


AaronCharlesGabriel**(ACG-NERD)
Alison
Azura(AnimeFreak Alert!!)
Cetrina*(Boyish)
Charlene
Chervon
Corin(Chlorine)
Deeyana(AKA Dee-caretaker)
Emma(X -_-)
Grace(My Partner)
Gracia
Jamie(cool hair)
Gladys
Kayan*(BIG sis by1days)
Kim(WannaKnowHerMore)
khairisha(MyCuteDummyFren)
Marion*(SuperMotherMarion)
Melani Wong
Nicholas
Pan(PeterPan)
Pei er
POH HuiShan*(Haha Crushing!)
Rafiqa(Irritating-.-)
Roxane(RoxySquare)
Rose
ShaneTan(P.schl Fren)
Stella(ahhhhhh!! scream*)
TAN Huishan
TingWei(stingray)BFF<3
Yvonne(My Post-Hardcore Buddy)
Weiting(tingtingting)


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Tuesday, September 23, 2008

Study!

OK i m way behind...
I have geog exam on thursday and i m only through 1 chapter!!
Sucks i know..
and i only finished my Observational drawings lol...
Suck ...zzz
Ahh i go study now better lol
Suck sia zzz lol


Last Updated @ 4:57 AM

xoxo, Y



Saturday, September 20, 2008

HAPPY BDAY!! TTW =D BESTIE!!

First and most important!

HAPPY BDAY!! TTW!! =D Bestie u rock <3

Currenly im bored.

I need some1 to study with me. seriously. some1 to motivate me.

The problem with me is...the only thing i m motivate to is MUSIC!

1st love xD

MUSIC B4 gf!

Pakteng and aaron b4 music (not really)

HAHA!

Peach b4 anything else to aaron. ( wad an ass) -_____-


Went to PP..met up with kayan and yiting.

Met up with aaron later on.

Went to kayan house...had fun... than went to east coast to TTW BBQ xD

than went to arcade....I OWNED MAN!! hahahah!! i made ppl lose to me in takken till i got sick of

it and left lol

FUKING SHAWN!! I LET HIM WIN ME CAUSE I DON WAN PLAY THAN HE KEEP SAYING I

NOOB!! FUKER!! nvm. i still am the god =D

Reach home at 1!!

PLS SOME 1 motivate me to study...and study with me!!




Last Updated @ 9:50 PM

xoxo, Y



Friday, September 19, 2008

Currenty love with this band...EVERY1 TRY IT!!

Liars and Battlelines - ROOKIE OF THE YEAR

LOVE THE LYRICS!!

It's hard to believe a liar,
When she's calling out your name.
The signals are calling out so well.
You called her lover. [lover]
She punished you so deep.
Her voice rings out like a beautiful melody.

I'm breaking all the angles.
I'm falling down in circles.
I am gasping for sleep.
Did you see me falling.
Like a sundown in the evening.
I am so dark and weak.

So shes packing up to leave
for good now.
Battlelines have been drawn out love.
And when we drive will take that long way home.
And i apologize for bleeding words.
Will pack our things like we should.
And go our ways back home.

It's hard to believe a story
thats been told so well,
All these lines are sounding the same
Cross my fingers, hold your breath
Suburban legend, queen of that
i leave you with this beautiful melody

and so shes packing up to leave
for good now.
Battlelines have been drawn out love.
And when we drive will take that long way home.
And i apologize for bleeding words.
We'll pack our things like we should.
And go our ways back home.

woooooooaahhh
woooooooooaaahhhh

I'm breaking all the angles.
I'm falling down in circles.
ohhhh [ohhhhh]

and so shes packing up to leave
for good now.
Battlelines have been drawn out love.
And when we drive will take that long way home.

And i apologize for bleeding words.
We'll pack our things like we should.
And go our ways back home.

So shes packing up to leave
for good now.
Battlelines have been drawn out love.
And when we drive will take that long way home.
And i apologize for bleeding words.
We'll pack our things like we should.
And go our ways back home


Last Updated @ 9:13 PM

xoxo, Y





Feeling weird man

I notice something...the music i hear can change my mood...and in only screamo music...
thats weird...i get too deep with music sometime...

ok nvm...
Been Busy!! been doin alot of stuf... totally packed...
Today went for MT exam after schl at 4!
lasted till 8+ zz
i nvr eat till than -.- ppl brought food and they ate it while talking the paper 2 lol
i had mac after that and cabbed home...
i dunno wad to type anymore
Bye
I feel sick -_-

Falling for u.


Last Updated @ 7:50 AM

xoxo, Y



Monday, September 15, 2008

Song Freak!!

As u all know that i'm a huge Song freak!! u all know right!! lol
And I just want a freaking good headset!
And Guess wad...i was admiring the PXC 250 in the Senheisser website when dad suddenly appeared out of no where...
He said : "u look interested...in the headset...Whose headset is that?
ME : " yeah...i admire those everyday...and its my frens...She rock! she lent me"
DAD : " i need to get 1 headset too! i need 1 with mic!"
ME : " oo let u see the 1 u should get..its good"
ME : "HERE!!"
DAD : "COOL! i want!! where can i get it..? how much ?"
ME : "ITs $270" what about me? i love this headset i m wearing! i want the PXC 250 which is 270$ or PX 200 which is 118$"
DAD : "HAHA!! than i shall get the PXC 300 or 250 and the 1 with the mic for myself and i will have 2!! u can have the PX 200"
ME : "Y i don get the PXC 250 or 300!!"
DAD : " * smiley face*
ME : " lets go and check them out soon =D "
DAD : "better do well for O'levels"
ME : SPEECHLESS*

DONT U WANT A DAD LIKE MINE!! i didnt even ask him to get me the headset and he agreed...I LOVE MY DAD DAMMIT! wooooooooohoooooooooo!!
HE IS MY DAD !! ALL MINE!! NOT URS!! BUT ALL MINE!! U DIG THAT!! wahahaha!!

THX KAYAN A MILLION FOR LENDING ME HER HEADSET!! loves to KAYAN!!

TODAY went out with Kayan Shawn and Pakteng to parkway =D
Loved it
Enjoyed it.
___________
TO Couple/Dear : Cheer UP!! i love u =D
I WILL SEE U TOMORO
______________
I think i m falling for u...hopefully it would be nothing like the lasttime...
cause it would cause me alot of misery...
u, me, him...all will suffer...

HERE ARE SOME PICS OF THE HEADSETS! OR EAR PHONES...
PXC 250!!
PX 200 kayan and me planning to get it togather!!PXC 300 ! dad wants it!! its a damn good headset...reduces 80% of the unwanted noise that comes from the outside lol...!!

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh i lazy upload the earphone with the mic...its looks damn cool BTW, and it costs 300$ -_-
My dad is loaded zzz -_-
SHOW OFF AH!!


Last Updated @ 7:12 AM

xoxo, Y



Friday, September 12, 2008

Undead

Today was ok! lol. my hair keep messing up now days zzz...
went schl like 7+
I need to date some1, gf is busy with EOY -_- zzz
i got 68.1% for term 3 overall. tyco. zzz
After Schl got into stupid stuff...totally worthless.
I don know y i even wasted my time zzz. mayb i will waste a bit more later on it.
But wadeva zzz.
After schl went out with yiting and cert.
went home at 5+

some1, don say that its me who lights up the fire, its not been me for so long, i havent been talking to u. cause i feel that its better if we go our own separate ways. cause "we" can nvr make it.

Be friend? doesnt it look impossible to ?
I does to me.
If u got anything to say, say it to me. I don believe that u don talk behind my back, i m so sure that u do, cause even ur class ppl tell me about it.
Don tell me u don have the time to do it...cause i know u do. u do it alot. not just about me.
But yeah wadeva. just say it on my face.
i got alot to say too.
But i am also scared that u might just breakdown, thats y i didnt wanted to say it on ur face straight away.
Hope u understand.
tell me when u read this already.
FUK! i love writing can....Write what u feel, i love this man!! xD


I loved you, you made me, hate me. You gave me, hate, see!! It saved me and these tears are deadly!
You feel bad? you feel sad? I'm sorry, HELL NO, FUK THAT!
It was my heart, it was my life, it was my start, it was your desicions. Our strifes.
Today, It dies, this life and these lies.
I've, Lost it all, I fell it today, It's all the same
I've, been abused, I feel so used, because of you
I wish I could have quit you. I wish I never missed you, And told you that I loved you, The future that we both drew, and all the shit we've been through. Obsessed with the Thought of you, the pain just grew and grew! How could you do this to me? Look at what I made for you, It never was enough and the world is what I gave to you. I used to be love struck, now I'm just fucked. BUT NO MORE!!
Seems like all we had is over now you left to rest.
And your tears are dried up now, you just lay without a sound.


Last Updated @ 5:01 AM

xoxo, Y



Thursday, September 11, 2008

EOY!!

EOY is damn near!! and i havent start revision!! OMG am i like a retarded or wad?!?!
I should seriously study!!
Damn days are weird....People around me are changing!!
Getting Very nice to Extremely nice!! haha

And few days ago...i made Amanda have tears in her eyes!! OMG i m damn sorry la!! i love u bong =P cheer up!!

Today was ok la lol...AfterSchool went for remedial...
Looks to me like Art is gonna be damn stressing. I m scared!!
I will try hard!!
My Maths aint that bad lol. i can surely make it i hope lol.
Need to buck up the mid year stuff lol. i don remember a thing.
After remedial went to art room to STUDY! with Pakteng(KFC) ,Cert(Couple) ,Tan(Garfield) and Rafiqa(Cutie)
went off like 6...went over to pak teng place to break fast as in the coffee shop there lol
cant really study there lol...
NVM.
At 7+ met shawn...ate and went home...
now typing lol...!

AND I AM DAMN HAPPY TODAY!! CAUSE I GOT MY "HOLLYWOOD UNDEAD" ALBUM!! WOOOOOOOOOOHOOOOOOOOOO!! GOT NEW SONGS TO LISTEN!!

here is a song from them if u dunno how they sound like and who they are...hear the whole song...cause starting vocals a bit wierd to me lol...they sound unique in all their songs!!

Sell Your Soul - Hollywood Undead


Faggots don play this songs =P not for the weak. lol.

Undead - Hollywood Undead


Last Updated @ 7:19 AM

xoxo, Y



Wednesday, September 10, 2008

WTF man

Yesterday went to some island
Learned about shell.
Me and Aniq were bodyguards of Grace
Its was fun
Alot of laughter. Grace gets seasick. i bet she cant last more than 30 mins in a boat. lol sry grace xD

Today.
School was ok.
Some things werent, but yeah over all was ok.
Went to Tampenise Poly. was ok la lol....quite boring zzz
Went home at like 6+ zzz

______________________________________________________________________
there are things u do, that makes me hate u.
u just cant keep ur mouth shut.
Now u really make me feel hopeless towards u.
I don care man. i really dont.
But u make things personal. Its just damn bullshit.
I'm starting to hate u now, don ask me y cause u would know, if u just have a short flashback.

_____________________________________________________________________
My Fate is You. Fate brought my couple to me <3
I'm too busy loving u thats y we nvr fight b4. i know its the same for u xD
Haha i know u love me too xD
haha i miss u!! i know u miss me too!!
OK lol. here is a song for u!! i know u will love it xD






Last Updated @ 5:26 AM

xoxo, Y



Saturday, September 6, 2008

Theory

Its just one of those days, When you don't wanna wake up, Everything is fucked
Everybody sux,You don't really know why ,But want justify.
Its all about the he says she says bullshit
I think you better quit talkin that shit
Or you'll be leavin with a fat lip!!

Damn right I'm a maniac,You better watch your back
Cuz I'm fuckin up your program
And if your stuck up , Next in line to get fucked up
Your best bet is to stay away.

I feel like shit
We've all felt like shit
And been treated like shit
My suggestion is to keep your distance cause i got a chain saw
and i will skin your ass raw!

Fear me dear, for i am death. ill take your hope. your dreams. your love till there's nothing left.


Last Updated @ 9:54 PM

xoxo, Y



Friday, September 5, 2008

Lalala

Past Few Days Been Good...Been up to alot of stuff..
Holidays went to waste, cause no studies zzz
Kayan Been Rocking =D
Kayan always Rock lol!!
Been Spending alot as been goin out alot...
Happy Times and only 1 sad time in this holiday..
wont say wad lol.
Today gonna meet up with pak and kayan again...
Looking forward to it lol.
Muacks!Muacks!


<333333333333333


Last Updated @ 8:01 PM

xoxo, Y



Monday, September 1, 2008

Tired!!!!!!!

ZZZ!!
Yesterday night went to esplanade again...with aaron and Pakteng at 7 and arvin arrived at 9
Stayed till 12...
The last band that performed there was caracal...the were sick...ppl shouted encore than they gave it to them...1st band who could encore lol...ppl went crazy over that band...but i was bored even though i was right in front...not my kinda music...
than went home zzz

TODAY!!
Woke up at 8...slept till 10 know that there was maths remedial at 9...went for remedial at 11 lol
than went to shawn house for a while than went home...
got changed...than went over to ell house...damn she still can sing cause she sang to me and she is awsome lol..seriously...
Went to Boat Quay with her ... she wants to get a tattoo...on her back...cool huh lol...
stayed there till 7+ than went back to ell house...ate and went back...


Bye bye!!


Last Updated @ 8:22 AM

xoxo, Y