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Undead
Today was ok! lol. my hair keep messing up now days zzz...
went schl like 7+
I need to date some1, gf is busy with EOY -_- zzz
i got 68.1% for term 3 overall. tyco. zzz
After Schl got into stupid stuff...totally worthless.
I don know y i even wasted my time zzz. mayb i will waste a bit more later on it.
But wadeva zzz.
After schl went out with yiting and cert.
went home at 5+
some1, don say that its me who lights up the fire, its not been me for so long, i havent been talking to u. cause i feel that its better if we go our own separate ways. cause "we" can nvr make it.Be friend? doesnt it look impossible to ?I does to me.If u got anything to say, say it to me. I don believe that u don talk behind my back, i m so sure that u do, cause even ur class ppl tell me about it.
Don tell me u don have the time to do it...cause i know u do. u do it alot. not just about me.
But yeah wadeva. just say it on my face.
i got alot to say too.
But i am also scared that u might just breakdown, thats y i didnt wanted to say it on ur face straight away.
Hope u understand.
tell me when u read this already.
FUK! i love writing can....Write what u feel, i love this man!! xDI loved you, you made me, hate me. You gave me, hate, see!! It saved me and these tears are deadly!You feel bad? you feel sad? I'm sorry, HELL NO, FUK THAT!It was my heart, it was my life, it was my start, it was your desicions. Our strifes.Today, It dies, this life and these lies.I've, Lost it all, I fell it today, It's all the same I've, been abused, I feel so used, because of you I wish I could have quit you. I wish I never missed you, And told you that I loved you, The future that we both drew, and all the shit we've been through. Obsessed with the Thought of you, the pain just grew and grew! How could you do this to me? Look at what I made for you, It never was enough and the world is what I gave to you. I used to be love struck, now I'm just fucked. BUT NO MORE!!Seems like all we had is over now you left to rest. And your tears are dried up now, you just lay without a sound.
